Halfway Point

December 30th was the halfway point for this deployment. So we've finally reached the hump and it's downhill from here. I'm excited and nervous all at the same time. Every time I see him again after being away for a while I'm always scared that what attracted him to me will be magically gone and then our marriage will be done. It's such a paranoid thought, but he's seeing exotic women around the world and I'm a frumpy housewife from Nebraska. How can I compare? Ugh, I can be a neurotic mess sometimes.